Is gone now. That girl is dead, and not coming back to life. It is horrifying to try all I might to bring my past back to life, and I lay here crying, my fingertips dancing across the keyboard in desperation to preserve that which I once was.
But she's gone. Gone. It's never coming back. My mother, my life before, I can't even count on the darkness in my past to rise back up like some horrendous dragon, melting from the sins and depravity of the world once was that makes it live. Everything has been stolen and replaced with Krystiana's new life.
My world has slipped away, and my mind cannot keep up. I feel myself floating down onto this new road and I don't quite understand it.
I would give anything sometimes, to be who I was.
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